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Hello Friends,

I don't have it in me to make this more obscure?

I don't have a spell, have mostly been spiraling and then recovering from that and straightening up my house and showering. No takes, very scared. Guiltily/lovingly annoyed at everyone who has the ability to feel like they can get a grip.

Some semi spells have been:

watched mary poppins alone in the dark in bed, a childhood true favorite that I haven't ever re-watched for fear of ruining it. the only thing i hadn't remembered was how beautiful the mom's voice is

followed a children's/family psychologist on insta whose demeanor and face i find very soothing, who talks about respecting your anxiety and setting aside five minutes per hour to give it your attention. i am not doing that

seems like next logical regressive therapeutic step is rebirth but i think allie told us a horrible story about that so i won't try it

i get mad at magic when it is about assigning meaning to pain etc but believe in love and connection more than anything else even tho they are difficult for me and turn me into a raw teen diary writer.

ok, i love you



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  1. i love this, and what a gift of an extra beautiful thing to be rediscovered that hadn't been remembered re:mom's voice

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